Recovery set backs

[Bobbi]

@HeatherT

This link will take you to something I posted sometime ago.
It isn’t answers but writing it helped me begin to deal with my predicament.

A new today, a new me - a dark lament

To those who do not know. There is no easy way to say this. This is not a happy ever after message. Stroke just happened. We just endured a traumatic, that is to say, extremely scary, frightening, one way experience. A total disaster, so no going back. Now moving forward into darkness, despair. It can’t be this way, it can’t be so bad, but it is. I’m still alive, I want to shout and laugh with relief. Everything has gone, I cry rivers of tears for what I have lost Where did it all go? …

It took a while before I began to feel I had a direction, before I realised what I had survived.

best wishes

keep on keepin on