Since the last time I was here life became a disaster. After Xmas there was a lot of uneaten chocolate in the house. Being a choconut I decided that as long as I took it easy I could solve the problem. Started off with one piece a day as well as the two cubes of dark nut chocolate that I take to help with my pills! Got away with it so increased to two and disaster hit me. couldnt concentrate or sleep and brain kept adding 1 + 1 and making it -2 so life was like being in hell and I was hoping to die. In the rare clear headed time I had I discussed it with Valerie and we decided to cut out the extra chocolate and also change the order I was taking some pill. This made no difference but I carried on hoping a better idea hit me. This morning I had to rise at 5am so my son could drive us to mid town hospital for Rituximab treatment. I woke at 2 am and to my surprise was having a dream, something I’d not had for months. Wondering if my problem was solved, I checked and found I could actually concentrate. Taking a gamble I took a sleeping tablet and when my wife woke me at 5am I found that I was back in the land of the living! This was staggeringly exciting since I’d not expected to survive the problem at all. The rest of the day has been a bit of a dream but I darent go to bed for long or that will spoil tonights sleep. So I’m feeling great knowing that I still have two lives spare to catch up with my cat.
Deigh.