only can mention 10 peeps in a post!! And please no one else think I’m favouritism people - my brain doesn’t work like that I just put @s in until I ran out!!
I had this about 25 years ago after dying from a heart attack , being chucked out, being rejected, whatever you want to call it and being put back. Anticipating this sort of event on a daily basis is frightening and very wearing. Day by day somehow I still seemed to be here, so I gave it up as a bad job, decided to waste no more time on it and have somehow still kept turning up like the proverbial bad penny.
No guarantees you won’t get clobbered this instant but I’m sure life wasn’t set up so you could spend all the time thinking about death. I suppose if you are an undertaker then, but , what?