Hi all. Feeling overwhelmed and lost at the moment as I want to do the best for my mum and feel the hospital she is in just wants to discharge her.
Brief history
My mum was a healthy independent 85 year old who had a massive stroke leaving her paralysed down her left side and unable to talk.
After week 1 - she was able to talk and move her head.
Week 2 - Still had ng feeding tube in but was able to eat yogurt and other smooth food. Started being hoisted into a chair and was only able to tolerate 30 or so minutes due to pain.
Week 3 - 2 physio sessions but very tired, unable to sit straight and no core strength. Said she could feel the cold ground with her left foot and was able to wiggle toes.Was put in chair daily to help with strength. Fell out of chair and was found by nurse - not sure how long she had been on the ground for
Week 4 - First urine infection 3rd cathater put in. Start of delirium
No longer sat in chair.
Week 5 - Started on antipsychotic - side effect reduced swallow. Went from Level 5 foods to Level 1.
Week 6 - changed to different antipsychotic had lost 8kg. 4th cathater fitted due to infection. Moved to level 4 food.
Week 7 - cathater got pulled out not sure how .
Week 8 - Nil by mouth and on oxygen due to congestion and blood saturation being 86%.
Week 9 - only nutrition by ng tube and thickened water by mouth. Came down with covid
So we are at the start of week 10 in hospital. Covid has knocked mum for six. Consultant has suggested peg feeding tube and have been approached by social worker for potential discharge in 2 weeks!!!
This seems stupid to me. She needs to gain her strength and do some physio. I realise that the chances of her walking again are very small but being able to sit in a chair/ wheelchair would give her a better quality of life. She is also still suffering from delirium so gets very upset/paranoid. As far as feeding delirium can also cause lack of swallow so this needs to be resolved.
Sorry just needed to offload.
I sympathise with your mother, she really is going through it.
You are in the right place to get it all out,
please share as you feel the need.
but . . .
this isnât something you can control, though it is dreadful to watch,
it isnât selfish to take some time to look after yourself,
she needs you fit and well
Reading this has angered me, so I hope there is some information that is missing. It is very well known that Urinary Tract Infections, especially in older women, can cause âdeleriumâ-like behavior. I am wondering why she must be catherized, as I am assuming that is the cause of UTI. Is it for her, or to make it easier for nursing? If she is confined to bed she would need to have pad or brief changed as soon as it is wet, as well as turned every couple hours so she does not get bed sores. Quite painful. I am also assuming congestion and pulse oxygen issues are due to COVID. I donât know how the UK system works, but it does seem a bit hasty to try to send her out so soon, especially with a COVID setback that she obviously obtained in hospital. Would they be sending her to a Rehabilitation hospital? Or to home? Who is there to take care of her? Here (US) family can refuse to take a patient home. Unless they can care for themselves, they cannot be thrown out. They could be sent to a residential nursing home, though. Which is okay much of the time, but she got off to a good start, it seems. Rehab seems a much better option. If you could help her by massaging her left side, especially, and exercising her legs and arms for her as tolerated while she is too sick to do it herself that may help her. The infection would most concern me, with her not acting herself.
I am somewhat afraid to post this, as it is ONLY MY OPINION, and I am ASSUMING a lot. I might be a bit triggered by a similar situation with catheters and infection. My doctor even ordered that I should have none, but still the nurses kept insisting and inserting. I had to tattle on them and two of my doctors got on them sternly. One never wants to cause trouble with their care team,but on occasion it is warranted. I pray for the best for your mom. Be an advocate for herâŚask everyone the questions you have and tell them all of your concerns.
@Star2
I think @DeAnn when talking about exercise has got something there.
In the early stages with no movement or response then how can progress happen?
Iâm sure gently moving the ânumbedâ limbs will slowly get things to start working again.
Signs of improvement wonât be immediate but patience will be rewarded.
I wish both you and your mother well as, I am sure, does everyone else here on this forum.
Hi DeAnn sorry to hear of your bad experience. Mum had the cathater in when we arrived in the hospital. (We live 7 hours away) only reason she doesnât have one in now is because she kicked the nurse when they were trying to fit the fifth one.(delirium /no capacity to decide!!)not surprising as I am sure they hurt her placing one of the first ones as I was in her room for number 3 and nurse was having difficulty and mentioned to the other nurse trauma)
They are suggesting care home discharge which I believe would mean no rehab. I had thought about giving up work and moving into her house with her short term but was told her care needs would be too much as she is bedridden. Still have the hope long term she can move in with me and family once we have moved house.(we were planning this prior to stroke as need an extra bedroom for her)
Being congested and needing oxygen was prior to covid. I went down with her for an x ray as they thought she might have aspirated. Another nurse said there were colds going round.
Must admit my head is spinning trying to advocate for mum and spending so much time in the hospital.(have open hours as was initially helping with feeding and lately keeping her calm)
Glad I found this site and all the wonderful people on it. x
@Star2 welcome to the forum. What a difficult situation to be in. As @Mahoney has said if there is nothing medical the hospital can do they will look to discharge your mum. It does seem a little premature based on what youâve said. You need to speak to the staff to find out what the plan is & state your case too.
I imagine right now she isnât up to any physio & whilst youâd like her to have some if she is delirious they may not be able to do anything that will help until that passes. But these are all questions for the medical team.
My heart goes out to you as it is very difficult to see a loved one like that.
I know all too well the realities of post-stroke life in an older person. My mother was in her early 70s, and she just feel apart emotionally and mentally after her stroke. She recovered very well physically, though. But, as we all know, there is much more to post-stroke life than walking and talking well, as well as having good speech and memory. My mother had all everything back - but not her emotions (never did recover them).
At any rate, how bad was your motherâs stroke on the Stroke Severity Scale? My motherâs was about a 15-17 (moderate-severe).
I wish your mother the best of possible recoveries. Just hope for small gains, and that her mind recovers somewhat. Physically-speaking, I wouldnât expect too much from her because of her old age. But you never know, she might get a bit better somehow with her leg and hand. Itâs hard to say. Itâs never about giving up; itâs just that we have to be realistic at some point. Never blame yourself, or think you arenât doing enough. Sometimes, thereâs nothing you can do to make someone else better. My father and I know that all too well with my mother. She just couldnât get her normal emotional state back. We had to accept it in the end.
Hi Simon
Yes I feel discharge is premature as before she got the delirium physio was an option. From what they have said about delirium it could last weeks or months. My worry is she will just get weaker with no movement and problems eating and all the other related issues of being bedridden.
The day after she was admitted she had the discussion with the consultant about DNR and would she want to be moved into a high dependency unit if she had another stroke or got worse. She made it clear she wanted to live. Think she took exception to the doctors comments and said she felt he had already measured her for her coffin.
My mum is a fighter. (Unfortunately now her spirit seems to have been broken) With my conversation with the consultant he made it clear that 70% of patients with this severity of stroke would not be able to live independently again. We had excepted this but we want the best quality of life for her. x
Just opened my emails and had one from social worker so will be dealing with her. She wants to do a self-directed support co-produced assessment.(what a mouthful) Along with a form there was a list of care homes and asked to tick 3. (I just burst into tears). Just feel they are rushing things as no actual needs assessment has been done by the medics. So how do I know if I should choose care home or nursing home. (Think it would be nursing home but I need that confirmed)
However I still think itâs too soon to decide anything.
Still working out pros and cons of mum getting a peg feeding tube. Is it just another way to make her care easier for staff. I am sure she will start eating again but it was taking me 40 minutes per meal L5 foods on a teaspoon.(still has a ng tube in)
Read your wonderful letter of encouragement to self will definately read to my mum. x
Yes, thatâs very true. You know my motherâs story didnât turn out well, but she was told that she would probably never walk again (older age, apathy, etc.). Well, she started walking at 4 months, and by 8 or 9 months, she was walking like a normal person (not tingling, great balance and reflexes, etc.). She could even go up a flight of stairs without holding on the railing. In fact, she was walking with the best of them in her age group. So, youâre right: doctors are often telling stroke patients things that are not true. You canât give up; you just keep going.
When you see pictures of yourself when you were young, can you go back to those days? No. But that doesnât stop you from going on living, right? Well, same things with stroke patients â they canât go back to those days of pre-stroke life exactly, but that doesnât mean that you canât go forward with a good or decent life.
Thanks everyone for your insights they are so helpful. Spoke to the psychiatrist today who is very good. He is very much of the opinion that there are several clinical issues that need to be resolved to deal with the delirium and said she shouldnât be discharged with this level of delirium. Hope the consultant agrees with him.
The second uti was cleared up I believe but in a blood test today they said there were infection markers which could indicate another uti or infection somewhere else. Also discovered today she has a displaced hernia. She has been having pain in her stomach for weeks and I was told it was a suspected hernia but no more than that previously. Also given a localised pain relief patch for her paralysed arm.
On a positive note she was calm for a little while today so I massaged her legs and encouraged her to move her feet. On her paralysed side previously she had only been able to wiggle her toes but today she moved her ankle. I know itâs only a small thing but itâs a positive. Have got her a colouring book which I told her about as thought it might help relax her and help coordination in right hand and had a positive response so hopefully try that tomorrow/today.
Once again everyone thanks for your support x
@Star2 sounds like a bit of progress is being made. Glad they agree that she shouldnât be discharged with that level of delirium. If they can get on top of her infections it may well improve the delirium a bit.
Great news re her ankle movement. Itâs all progress in the right direction.
The colouring book is a good idea too. I took up colouring after my stroke. Not very good at it but found it therapeutic & it helped me gain use of my affected arm back too.
Hello
My husband had a massive stroke in April and much the same as your mum suffered paralysis down his left side. He was in hospital for 7 weeks and went through being fed through a tube to a suggestion of a peg being fitted.
Fortunately he began to respond slightly and was given soft food and thickener in his drinks. He suffered delirium and thought his brother was in the next bed and the nurses had parties at night.
He has no balance and several weeks on still has to be hoisted. At the moment he is in a very good care home, and we are on the process of having alterations done to enable us to bring him home.
In all this time he has had no physio. Firstly whilst in hospital he was said to be unresponsive, and nothing since.
We have just been recommended a specialist physio and he has had two sessions. They were very optimistic about him regaining some balance and could feel something going on in his left leg. They were wonderful and have given us hope. Although not cheap the 12 weeks he will receive will, hopefully, be the best money we have ever spent.
I hope at the end of these 12 weeks we will be able to say to NHS physios that they should not have given up on him because he is a previously active 83 year
My best wishes go to you and you will also find some hope.
My mother had a brain bleed stroke 2 years ago. She recovered very, very well physically (could walk with the best of them after 1 year post-stroke). However, she went more or less insane after her stroke, and never recovered her mind. Her speech and memory were excellent after a few months, but thatâs unrelated to your emotional state.
All you can do is remain hopeful but realistic, if you know what I mean. Strokes are just terrible. Just hope for the âsmallâ things. I am sorry this happened to you - I really am.
I just about died when you wrote that your husband though the nurses were having parties at night. Well, my mother thought the exact same thing, except she thought my father was partying with them (drinking, etc.). Unreal. We could never convince her otherwise.
My mother, sadly, died a few months ago from complications arising from her brain bleed she had two years prior. She got worse and worse mentally over time, so much so that her irrational mind was going little by little every day. She didnât want to bathe, take her contact lenses out at night, brush her teeth (this is not all my mother). She was in her early 70s. I will say that she had a good life overall, until her devastating stroke.
May calm and peace come to you in this most difficult time of pain, loss and uncertainty.
4 weeks since my stroke, i get to the stage between 12pm and 2pm that i am better off in my bed resting than being sat on the sofa, i have no energy for anything and my left side is all numb, i am left handed as well
@HeatherP i did a lot of that in the early days & still sometimes need an afternoon nap 21 months on. Go with it fir mow - 4 weeks is no time at all in stroke terms. It should ease over the coming months xx
Couldnât agree with Simon more on this!