Hey now don’t be going down that road, it’s nothing but misery and you’ve got a lot be thankful and happy about. I know not every day can be sunshine and roses, even if you’ve never had a stroke. Just don’t let the bad days drag you down into the abyss. Look for the positives in your life, I’m sure you’ve still got many. And don’t hide away indoors, get out and about and live.
And there’s always plenty to laugh about as @HHilary pointed out on another thread, so you’ll find plenty to laugh about in here https://onlinecommunity.stroke.org.uk/t/our-new-funnies-thread/
Don’t forget, laughter is the best medicine you can take and it’s free! 