Hi @Mrsrobot
Welcome to the forum although sorry you’ve had reason to join us.
This is a good place to get things off your chest 
and also to celebrate when there is some progress
Story is very similar to some threads on here that you may find reading helpful about the upcoming journey and the anxieties and struggles victories and celebrations that may be appropriate
You might like to look at
Also if you look at the end of the first post in the thread you will see other threads that may help you.
You may also find the welcome post if you contact and it refers to other sources of help
Caio
Simon